the little wanderer
( su at multiply)

相較於faye 是一種神話，penny, tanya 比較像同在生活中的朋友，陪伴許多人度過各種七情六慾的日子，達爾文中告訴我們要進化為更好的人在12-1月是個很大的精神鼓勵-就是一種爸 我會很好的 不會被擊倒..這種感覺。
老在抱怨沒有好男聲，最近聽到凡人跟齊秦神的歌，也是有點開心，另外就是可愛的廣仲跟同樣陪我們度過七情六慾的eason了。

還是要去愛爾蘭
在誠品發現這張CD，因為介紹頁寫到男主角是追夢者the commitments 中的吉他手，事隔15年+，當然是不可能認得臉，尤其是當年他那麼遜，目光都在經紀人Jimmy 跟討人厭主唱身上。但聽到第一首 Falling Slowly，耳朵與眼睛同時被感動到，那聲音跟吉他聲彷彿穿進s的心裡。買了!

偶然與巧合又適時的在人生不同的三個階段，帶給s 這三部電影。
跟丁丁丁聊到時，沒想到他去上海帶了這張DVD回來也很熱情的出借，15年前看追夢者the commitments，經典的樂團迷幻糜爛生活愛爾蘭公路電影，腦中灰白色的記憶體中一直存有此片，年初看P.S.我愛你，其中一首歌曲又帶我回到追夢者the commitments的靈魂樂以及堪稱無知的愛電影成長階段。
Once 電影以及音樂中對情感、音樂、忠於自己、該做的事..的專注與純粹，樂觀磊落的度日，很適合現在的自己看。也認同某影評內容稱此片為幾乎完美的電影。

看完之後傳訊給姐妹C.希望我們的人生的故事也可以尋到自己的脈絡，在終結時，可以說，好一段人生，好一個故事，不能更滿意了，友藏。 加油 go go!
姐妹C.回覆，...裁判是上帝，對手並不存在，永遠只相信自己與真理。呼應s ㄧ切都要無愧於自己以及心中的聲音，因為上帝不僅在你的頭上，也在你的心中，康德Qoo版。
總之，對的電影跟書跟音樂ㄧ樣，像一碗熱湯可以溫暖人心。

題外話，聽到女主角唱 if you want me 時，想起曾經很仰慕的朋友 nick 以及ㄧ個故事，這歌也該是屬於他的歌吧。四人遊也是屬於友人fabrizio的歌吧。ㄧ切都雲淡風輕的此時，真好，生活，真好，仰慕自己，真好。
If You Want Me／Glen Hansard、Marketa Irglo

Are you really here or am I dreaming?
I can't tell dreams from truth
For it's been so long since I have seen you
I can hardly remember your face anymore

When I get really lonely and the distance causes only silence
I think of you smiling
With pride in your eyes
A lover that sighs

If you want me
Satisfy me
If you want me
Satisfy me

Are you really sure that you'd believe me?
When others say I lie
I wonder if you could ever despise me
When you know I really try
To be a better one to satisfy you
But you're everything to me
And I'll do what you ask me
If you'll let me be free.

If you want me
Satisfy me
If you want me
Satisfy me

If you want me
Satisfy me
If you want me
Satisfy me

圖片猜猜看吉他手15年前後改變有多大
http://www.imdb.com/media/rm3655048448/tt0101605
http://www.imdb.com/media/rm977770752/tt0907657

在紛紛擾擾的這個時候，最近在回顧菲的音樂時，覺得出席募款音樂會會是她做的事情，而的確，菲也出現了，但願人長久，是ㄧ個撫慰人心的好選擇。捐出一日所得the least we could do or to do more.
最近依然是女聲比較讓s 聽入耳，s 唸書時有一個勵志歌曲是mr. children 無言的詩，聽了就可以恢復動力繼續寫報告。
而王菲，自然是更不同，浮躁與cocteau twins合作依然是相當鍾愛的。早年的粵語歌曲常用來調整自己心情。黃家強，達明ㄧ派合作的敷衍/暗湧/流星就是最近常回顧的，細漢ㄟ說流星有日文版? 真的嗎?searching for it.

認識aiko 是看他唱那個老帶墨鏡上鏡的老牌主持人的電視節目，現場演唱aiko遷往東京居住後創作的第一首歌「初戀」。第一次聽當然不懂歌詞，但可以感覺到她聲音的穿透性，這些年來，還是維持一貫的風格，真好。

這兩天電視又重播了Music And Lyrics
再次重申hugh grant 真的太適合永遠演這種通俗愛情片，每次看都讓人心情稍為放鬆有想戀愛的感覺> 也許是因為此片主角是歌手/作曲人以及作家/寫詞人，歌詞都寫的相當寫實動人。手邊只有Way Back Into Love (Album Version) 的mp 3，除了 way back to love 有一首 hugh grant 的"Don't Write Me Off" solo 也是讓人覺得有點甜有點閃的
don't write me off just yet

看到 Hugh Grant 模仿Duran Duran 等80 年代風格的MV 拍法真的每次都不禁大笑...太有趣了，裡面他以前的partner 直讓我想起混的喬治麥可//


Way Back Into Love (Demo Version)-
I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love

Way Back into Love Lyrics
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need `em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Ohhhhh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

Don't write me off by Hugh Grant

It's never been easy for me
To find words that go along with a melody
But this time there's actually something on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines
Since I met you my whole life has changed
It's not just my furniture you re-arranged
I was living in the past
But somehow you brought me back
and I haven't felt like this since before Frankie said relax
and now I know based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is
Don't write me off just yet

For years I've been telling myself the same old story
That I'm happy to live off my so called former glories
but you've given me a reason
to take another chance
now I need you despite the fact
that you've killed all my plants
and now I know
that i've already blown more chances
then anyone should ever get
all I'm asking you is
don't write me off just yet
don't write me off just yet

soul/jazz 近ㄧ個月很專注在聽兩位年青女聲的專輯 - 王若琳 let's start from here / amy winehouse - back to balck. 都是很有個性受父親影響很深的超齡女聲。
s 對 自己唱不出來鬼魅般的聲音以及深沉的女聲都是偏愛，比如 nina simone.
最近的簡訊鈴聲跟媽媽鈴聲改成 amy winehouse - tears dry on their own.
Song Text:

All I can ever be to you,
Is a darkness that we knew,
And this regret I had to get accustomed to,
Once it was so right,
When we were at our high,
Waiting for you in the hotel at night,
I knew I hadn't met my match,
But every moment we could snatch,
I don’t know why I got so attached,
It’s my responsibility,
And you don’t owe nothing to me,
But to walk away I have no capacity

He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I’m grown,
And in this grey, in this blue shade
My tears dry on their own,

I don’t understand,
Why do I stress A man,
When there’s so many better things at hand,
We could a never had it all,
We had to hit a wall,
So this is inevitable withdrawal,
Even if I stop wanting you,
A Perspective pushes thru,
I’ll be some next man’s other woman soon,

I shouldn't play myself again,
I should just be my own best friend,
Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men,

He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I’m grown,
And it's OK,
In this blue shade,
My tears dry on their own,

So we are history,
YOUR shadow covers me
The sky above,
A blaze only that lovers see

He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I’m grown,
And it's OK,
In this blue shade
My tears dry on their own,

I wish I could SAY no regrets,
And no emotional debts,
And as we kiss goodbye the sun sets,
So we are history,
The shadow covers me,
The sky above a blaze that only lovers see,

He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I’m grown,
And it's OK,
In this blue Shade,
My tears dry on their own,

He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I’m grown,
And it's OK,
My deep shade,
My tears dry

He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I’m grown,
And it's OK,
My deep shade,
My tears dry.

想去愛爾蘭!!!天曉得住在隔壁4年我為什麼沒去- 啤酒好喝牛奶好喝音樂好聽的地方(更何況第一個英國房東是愛爾蘭人後來還跟3個愛喝的愛爾蘭人同居... why o why)。劇中男主角總是為女主角歌唱says this is for you, holly.. 不惶多讓的，剛好小女子口袋裡也有首曲子是 this is for su (第二首)

原有想買原聲帶的衝動，但試聽完後不甚滿意。取而代之，s 今天沉溺在The Commitments 的靈魂樂世界→有助平復排山倒海而來事務的心情，畢竟是人不是鐵也是需要被安撫的此時聽靈魂樂就對了。(馬來西亞朋友keith 曾說soul and blues 是他生命全部啊)。原聲帶中沒有的但電影中男主角的K歌代表作第一首"Mustang Sally"(第一首)，收錄在s 多年前喜歡的電影The Commitments 關於愛爾蘭靈魂樂團的超寫實爆笑故事。(因夢想結合，成為偶像後開始自大/關係混亂...夢想破滅等等的人生片段) http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0101605/ (相關中文網誌http://blog.roodo.com/bananarepublic/archives/1558493.html)

看完 P.S. I Love You 有很多想法在空中轉，但還未集結完成，也許間中會再看ㄧ次。21歲的年輕作家在這麼老套的故事表現了很多新意，欣賞。我要去愛爾蘭啦，我要去跟pub 歌手搭訕....

多此一提 - 因為自己是s，直覺我應該找p跟我去看這電影，在a 也想看卻運命地約不著以及跟cheng 去看卻看成蓋世奇才時，卻與從來沒單獨出去過的Ryan→一各居然會帶手帕的好人去看(敬重他ㄧ聽可以約隔天馬上就約的誠意)，了了R10年來的心願也是日行ㄧ善。

最近整理cd 翻出mama's n papa's, 開心重溫剛看完 s 最愛-重慶森林時的好心情，邊攪拌麵糰邊哼哼唱唱。s 愛夢遊，與此有關的歌 Dream a little dream of me, 夢中人，dreamsome, lily chou-chou, 連multiply 都跟nara 借了a little wanderer. 剛做完藍莓夢的小女子，不由自主耳邊又揚起california dream .... share with u

多年前的一個冬天因為喵喵綠 - midoli 而認識了Lucinda Williams
今年冬天我又'想起了曾經陪伴我一個冬季的這三首歌
謝謝喵喵綠
http://www.allmusic.com/cg/amg.dll?p=amg&sql=10:t9ex97lskrkt
http://music543.com/i_want/LucindaWilliams.htm
Lucinda Williams 被時代雜誌選為「美國最佳歌曲創作者」 The Best Songwriter Of America 。她在接受訪問的時候淡淡地說︰「我這輩子已經受過太多傷，我的餘生可以不用再受傷，題材也儘夠我寫歌了。」..嘆一聲

written by Lucinda Williams
Lucinda Williams / Reason to Cry

Just to sit and talk,
The way we used to do.
It just breaks my heart,
That I can’t get close to you.
If our eyes shall meet,
Somewhere down the road,
Will you stop and be sweet,
Or will you just walk on?

I thought things would stay the same.
I thought things were right on.
Then our sunny days,
How did we go wrong?
Now these days have found us,
Right here where we stand.
We thought we were so tough,
But nothing worked out like we planned.

Of everything in this world,
I guess I’ll never know why,
Something as good as this could,
Flower up and die.
When you lose your happiness,
When no one’s standing by,
When nothing makes any sense,
You got a reason to cry.
When nothing makes any sense.
You got a reason to cry.

Lucinda Williams / Blue
Go find a jukebox and see what a quarter will do
I don’t wanna talk I just wanna go back to blue
Feed’s me when I’m hungry and quenches my thirst
Loves me when I’m lonely and thinks of me first
Blue is the color of night
When the red sun
Disappears from the sky
Raven feathers shiny and black
A touch of blue glistening down her back
We don’t talk about heaven and we don’t talk about hell
We come to depend on one another so damn well
So go to confession whatever gets you through
You can count your blessings I’ll just count on blue
Blue is the color of night
When the red sun
Disappears from the sky
Raven feathers shiny and black
A touch of blue glistening down her back


Lucinda Williams I Envy The Wind written by Lucinda Williams
I envy the wind that whispers in your ear
That howlsthrough the winter that freezes your fingers
It moves through your hair and cracks your lips
It chills you to the bone I envy the wind
I envy the rain that falls on your face
That wets your eyelashes and dampens your skin
And touches your tongue and soaks through your shirt
And drips down your back I envy the rain
I envy the sun that brightens your summer
And warms your body and holds you in heat
It makes you days longer and makes you hot
It makes you sweat I envy the sun
I envy the wind I envy the rain
I envy the sun I envy the wind

Ian Brown
John Squire
Mani
Reni

Former members
Andy Couzens
Pete Garner
Robbie Maddix
Nigel Ippinson
Aziz Ibrahim

不要再騙我他們會重新合組了 泣 - 幾乎想上傳每一首mdae of stone, elephant stone...<冬季必回顧 chet baker n the stone roses, 大多數時候我們需要遺忘，遺忘不好的，而有時我們需要回憶，當回憶是經典的，美好的，翻出這張stone roses 精選真是喜悅，也找出ㄧ張會讓你喜悅ㄧ刻的音樂吧!